Is it strange that I find Ben Stiller attractive? It’s not that I’m just now starting to understand the appeal, I have for a while now.

On the real though, having strep is a step short of awful. I’m managing just fine, it’s just more of a nuisance than it is uncomfortable. Even though I’m not the most gregarious of souls, I want to mingle with the public and I’m inherently limited. No bueno.

Here’s another odd inkling of information: I am 20 years of age, and yesterday was essentially my first time rollerblading. Imagine that! Aside from humiliating myself multiple times by biting the pavement, due to my limited knowledge of how to actually blade, I quite enjoy it. I’m most pleased with my investing in a respectable pair of blades, ‘cause they will certainly be put to use. The only thing I need to practice diligently is performing with grace. I skate like a hockey player, lol.

If there’s any particular lesson that life has forced me [personally] to learn and humbly accept, is that you can’t ask someone to uproot their entire life, just so that you may proceed with your own. You can stomp, whine or beg all you want, but you cannot alter a person’s heart condition.

Sustaining a consistent mental precipitation of promising thought.  I’ve abandoned the bitingly cynical portion of my person, in exchange for a complete transfiguration of such.  A phenomenal experience that initially, seemed to only occur within the corridors of my mind.  But now, these experiences are beginning to have authentic implications in my every day life. 

I’ve had the privilege of becoming acquainted with a gentleman that is the embodiment of celestial.  Prodigious in every aspect, I kid you not.  My education is thriving, as well as my work ethic.  I’ve placed my priorities into proper perspective, and have managed to find time for a vast assortment of critical, self-developmental activities.  Establishing secured connections with wonderful people.  Willful to a fault; situating purpose and meaning in all tasks executed.

Preservation and nourishment of said things will not evade me, I assure you.

All is well, I guess.

Life has been progressing with utmost fluidity, and I’m loving every moment of it.  School is going well, I have a few elite employers looking upon my academic record and skill favorably.  I’ve reestablished a connection with an old friend who happens to be quite fond of me.  He’s cripplingly attractive, I don’t get it.  As mentioned before, I’m content being kind of elusive and alone at the moment, but I’ve come to find him and I are unusually compatible.  I wouldn’t hastily rush into something (ever again), but I also won’t deny the potential that quite obviously exists with him.  So in that regard, things are fantastic and it’s maintaining my intrigue with consistency.  New friendships have been cultivated.  Family life is great.  As of just hours ago, my parents purchased airline tickets for the gang to spend 12 days in Tahiti at the tail end of July.  Google that shit, man.  Its absence of contamination and lack of any imperfection will leave you inebriated.  And to top everything off, I found my seemingly ancient N64 and Gamecube tucked away in my basement (fuck yes).  You better believe my ass is going to manipulate me a little Italian plumber. 

As a matter of fact, I’mma go do that right meow.  African tea in hand, a bong with a nicely packed bowl, the glorious feeling of completing all homework assignments for the week and Super fuckin’ Mario.  Life’s grand! 

Hopefully purchasing the LG Ultrabook so I may frequent Tumblr as much as I please. The dreadful nuisance of my phone being my only means of access to the community will have vanished, thank God. My apologies, friends!

Anyway, I wanted to touch base. Aside from attending school/work full time, I read. I read an excessive amount. I can’t even begin to place enough emphasis on how fantastic I think that is. My mind seems to have an undying, never-truly-replenished hunger for knowledge. My doing so is merely the result of eliminating any recreational activities with comrades from my schedule. Living in seclusion from “friends” and society as a whole, I’m finding, is quite pleasant. I very much enjoy the companionship of another human being, absolutely. However, right now, I exist in the calm of detachment and I like it that way. Communication is exclusively with family and kept at a minimum with colleagues, high school friends and individuals that could similarly be in accord with that sort of characterization.

I’ve also managed to secure a phenomenal business opportunity in the future. I’ll have to relocate entirely; over 5000 miles away from current residency. Where? None other than Hawaii! Honolulu, Hawaii, friends… How exceptional would that be? Parents are in complete support of it, as well. Which is quite a relief. Their sustenance while making such a move will be crucial, but they’ve said they’ll happily comply. Sustenance meaning a lil’ boost financially to sanction my departure. Something I am NOT looking forward to and dreading every minute of, is the fact that shipping my Jeep over there is going to cost a frigid $3000. Fuck me in the arse! I nearly fell over myself when I was made aware of the price. Perhaps it’s worth it, who knows.

That, as they say, is that. Simply wanted to briefly upload part of my existence here. I trust that you’re all finding a way to seek happiness through the massive, opaque, depressive cloak that seems to be placed upon many of us in the winter season. Enjoy life. Inhale.

Semper fi

Don’t settle for mediocrity when excellence is available.

Was introduced to some individuals this morning that will have an everlasting impact on my life.

My skin is the only thing keeping me from going everywhere at once.

Update later.