After much meticulous planning and consideration, as well as my general reluctance to consume red meat or chicken that’s been in effect for a while now, I’ve decided to become a devoted pescetarian! It wasn’t really a difficult verdict to reach, for the reason mentioned above. It’s not necessarily the taste, flavor, or thought of consuming those particular kinds of meat that has lead me to make this decision. It’s purely lack of… desire, I guess. I simply don’t want to, and I truthfully couldn’t tell you why. I’m not always perceptive to what lies below the threshold of the subconscious, where the unknown variables that contribute to such decisions are harbored. But in any case, I’m highly pleased with my choice. The satisfaction of being aware of the many benefits to be collected from this are quite exciting. Authentic conviction and perseverance are mine, and I will succeed in any endeavor to avoid things like poultry, pork, or beef. There is one minor concern, and that’s the mercury content. Over-consumption is obviously not healthy, but perhaps I’ll just need to do some homework regarding quantities and such.

I’m open for the exchange of recipes or any other helpful tips one may have. Opportunity for good discussion!

Anyway, that’s my story for today. Cheers to good eats, good health, and good company! Namaste!

Mentally exasperated. Physically fatigued.

The only thing my metabolism seems to know how to do is plummet to the earth’s core.  With the very occasional ascension from the trenches, it seems to plateau once it reaches a certain point.  Never substantially increasing, but elevating just enough to barely drag my ass through the day. 

Tomorrow, my Uncle will commence the project to cut a new path into the forest behind our house for the season.  You best believe that upon completion of doing so, I’m hauling my bones out there.  I just want to collapse to the earth, inhale the air, allow the warm breeze to activate my senses, and finally drift into a peaceful hibernation.  Where I can quietly self-loathe, sulk, and silently mourn over the absurd amount of nothingness and the gaping void that exists within.  I’m not even remotely close to finding a solution, and there’s really no particular reason as to why I’m experiencing this.  I just am.

I think I actually want to be alone forever.

Today in anatomy, I learned that inadequate water intake can potentially result in short term memory loss.

May I simply say that I do not drink anywhere remotely close to enough water. Personally, this almost makes too much sense. It has enlightened me and has made me more inclined to take action regarding such things.

Murr.
Semper fi

I regret to inform you all that I won’t be on Tumblr until later this evening. I’ve been selected for sleep study, as well as extensive neuroscience observation. A series of manipulative procedures await my eager soul.

But may my positive energy be transmitted to all of my followers! Have a phenomenal day!

Semper fi

Of Insanity. Let me tell you, my muscles are fatigued. Incredibly sore, but fatigued as well. But I must endure. I am strong. I have to maintain the mindset that this is easily attainable. If that can be accomplished, I will persevere.

Dry heaving on the ground in a pool of your own sweat (quite literally), is truthfully one of the most gratifying things one could feel. Seeing my sweat stained shirt in the mirror. Hell, I’ve never seen that before in my life. On myself, anyway. Others, yes. Myself? I was ecstatic on the inside, so excited just to see enormous sweat marks on my shirt.

My body aches and I have no desire to quit. Shaun T guarantees dramatic results in 60 days. I’m sure I’ll go on to continue the program beyond the two months that is initially required, just to make myself feel a bit better. Along with accompanying the Insanity workouts with every day yoga, biking, household chores and whatnot. However, after the end of two months I have a feeling I’ll have every fucking right to be somewhat cocky. I’ll have one thing to say, and one thing only: Gentlemen, form a single-file line.

I can do this. Doubt me? Watch me.

The Insanity workout DVD set. Well, just received in the mail, rather. Gotta get dis body toned, ya dig? I’ve been eating healthier and I feel a lot better. Anyone else doing Insanity or has done it? Share your progress or thoughts?

Three cheers for good eats, good physique and good health!